I put my post in my private journal. Too negative for public consumption. Suffice it to say I am not a happy camper right now, trying to get my oldest to finish his first semester of school work from this past year. We have a deadline of August 3rd. If it’s not completed by that date, he gets a zero. He MUST do 7 lessons each day, 5 days a week to make this happen. He barely gets 3 done. I have to sit right next to him and tap him to keep him focused. I’m just so tired of doing this. This has been my experience with homeschooling. It has not been a good experience. I can’t wait till it’s over and I can put homeschooling behind me. It has been nothing but a struggle the whole time. I have no energy left for my other two children, so now they’ll go to school as well. This is not how I imagined that it would be. This is so not the way I wanted things to turn out.